[She starts shifting her weight back and forth rhythmically. There's this feeling inside her that if she stops moving, she'll...]
Dad said it's not my fault. It's his fault. I think that's really, really untrue, Jude.
He said he should have sent me to a special school, like, a school for the arts where there's not as much of a focus on academics...Where it's not so structured and strict.
He said he should've known that...It would be hard for me to succeed at a normal school. [Wipes her eyes with her sleeve.]
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Hehe, sorry...
I know, I messed up. What a disappointment, right? [She shakes her head and looks down, still not looking back at him.]
So lame...
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I'm just saying it... sucks. [He quickens his pace, getting close enough to Ayano to touch her shoulder.] But you already knew that. I...
...
I wish I could have done something. Maybe I messed up too.
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You're silly...Just like Dad. Please don't try to blame yourself, okay?
It's my problem. I'll be okay...
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What did your parents say?
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Dad said it's not my fault. It's his fault. I think that's really, really untrue, Jude.
He said he should have sent me to a special school, like, a school for the arts where there's not as much of a focus on academics...Where it's not so structured and strict.
He said he should've known that...It would be hard for me to succeed at a normal school. [Wipes her eyes with her sleeve.]
I let him down and he thinks it's his fault.